It's been so long!
I don't even know how to talk anymore, it feels as if we were now speaking diferent languages and as if we couldn't understand what the other says.
But it's nice having you around.
It's nice cause lately I've been thinking of you not only when I'm awake, but also when I'm asleep. I don't remember that much of what I dream, but I have this constant feeling that you're around somehow, and it makes me feel like home.
I remember pretty often those times we used to spend together. So much fun. So much things to do, to learn, to feel. All those games, those laughs, those people we used to hang around with.
Do you remember that Blind Melon song I used to sing when I though of sunny-happy days? I've been singing it all over again when I think of that kind of days, but it won't ever be the same, cause I always end up thinking about yesterday, "it's not sane" haha.
I almost forget to tell you that I saw you at a downtown bar with your friends. The said hello to me before you got there, but when you did I was leaving and I didn't want to make such a scene to greet you, but it would've been really nice to say "Hey, how you've been?" And hear that everything's fine and know that everything's fine. From far, I did saw that you look really different, physically talking, and i could notice that you feel very comfortable with the way you look, I'm glad you do. I notice these differences because, like I said, it's been a long, long time.
Anyway, thank you for keeping in touch and remembering me. I hope, from the bottom of my heart, that everything comes just great for you; work, school, joy.
Greetings and love to all your family members and friends.


With love. Pausi.